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Bianca's Blowjob Blog
The no-sex life blog
Wow - I haven't updated in a while. A lot of things have changed since the last time I posted. I'm now single - I never told Tommy about that night - just after that there was a noticebale change in our relationship. It went pretty much downhill until we broke up a week later. And that other guy - I fooled around with him a few times after I broke up with Tommy but there's was nothing there - not even lust after a few times.
It's only been a few weeks, but it already seems like a life time since the last time I gave a blowjob. I miss the feel of a cock in my mouth. I miss the taste of cum. But there's just no guys I like right now - none I want to get on my knees and please.
But at the same time I have a craving for sex. It's a relativly new feeling. I mean I didn't hate having sex before - but before this year - I didn't like having sex. Now, I love sex - just no one special enough to have sex with. But I think when (or if) I meet someone new - I might start a new blog. Something about my sex life instead of just blowjobs.
But at the rate this blog is going it would no-sex life blog.
Posted on 4/23/2006 12:00:05 AM by Bianca
I need more than one cock to satisfy me
Sometimes I think there's something wrong with me - like I think I'm trying to sabotage my relationship with Tommy. I mean I really like him, I feel closer to him than I ever have to any boyfriend and I see myself being with him for a long time but at the same time I worry all the time that he'll suddenly decide to end it. I expect him to find someone else. So, I keep my eyes open for someone else just in case. Maybe flirting a little too much. Maybe giving the wrong guys the wrong signs.
Tonight, I was at this guys apartment, we're working on a group project for our English class. Maybe we shouldn't have had a couple beers. Maybe, I shouldn't have worn such a revealing shirt. But after a couple of hours of studying Kerouac, we're on his bed. I'm horny and I think so is he. The door was shut, and we were sitting on his bed. He looks at me, I look at him and we smile. We kissed, I had a chance to pull back and thought about it but I kept kissing him.
Things progressed quickly, I'm laying on my back and he's above me. He kisses me, he fondles my chest. I think I must be wearing a sign that says slut but I don't want him to stop. My shirt comes off, my bra comes off. His mouth tease my nipples. His hand slips into my jeans, under my panties and inside of me.
And I can't stop myself any longer. I climb on top of him. His jeans come off, then his cock peeks out of his boxers. I wrapped my lips around it. Swallowing his entire cock into my mouth. I look up at him and he moans. It's not long before my lips are sliding up and down his cock as quick as I can. His cock is solid. The tip rock hard. I can't get enough of it between my lips.
And then he cums. I swallow all of it as I'm brought back to reality. I just cheated on my boyfriend - and I feel guilty about it but I don't feel bad about it. I lay down on the bed next to the guy. He wraps his arms around me. I tell him, that I have a boyfriend. I tell him that it won't happen again. He seems to understand until I tell him I want to suck his cock again another night.
He's not the first guy I've cheated on - but I really thought Tommy was something special. Something special enough to keep me from cheating. Not that I can blame anyone besides myself. I guess the right thing would be to break up with him but I don't see that happening.
Posted on 3/17/2006 5:01:10 PM by Bianca
First of many adventures?
I had an interesting evening. Tommy and I both have evening classes in the same building so whoever gets out of class first waits for the other. Tonight, I got out first and when he finally got out we embraced and started making out. There's almost no one still in the building. We were pretty much alone on the entire floor.
"I want to suck your cock," I whispered to him.
He just smiled and suggested we go back to his dorm room since his roommate was probably not there.
But I told him I couldn't wait. I was about get on my knees right in the hallway when someone came into the hallway. We waited until he was gone then decided to sneak into a an empty classroom. It was dark but we closed the door behind us. He leaned up against a wall while I got on my knees in front of him.
It wasn't the best blowjob - just trying to get him off as quickly as I could and it worked. And no facial this time but I did swallow all of his hot cum.
I'm hoping it's just one of the first of many blowjob adventures we have outside of our rooms. Giving head turns me on, but giving head where we can get caught makes my panties even more wet.
Posted on 3/14/2006 5:01:11 PM by Bianca
Blowjob Misadventures
So Thursday between classes - Tommy and I were just hanging out in my room between classes. Of course one things and leads to another and I'm on my knees in front of him. Not the best blowjob I've ever given. I was rushing because we both had class in a few minutes. I wanted a facial but I didn't want to redo my make-up so instead he cums in my mouth. A lot of cum - so much that when he pulls out some drops on my shirt. But of course, I don't notice this until after I'm sitting down in class. First, I notice a drop on my sleeve. No big deal I figure, no one would notice that. But then when I look down at my book, I noticed a pretty huge stain right on my left tit. And of course I'm wearing a pink shirt so it's pretty noticeable. And of course I came into class a minute late so everyone looked at me when I came in. I just hope they think it was food or a drink.
Other than that, not much going on this week. No facial pictures - yet. But we'll see. Tommy has his room to himself this weekend so who knows what will happen.
Posted on 3/11/2006 5:06:15 PM by Bianca
Facial Fun
I got my first facial from Tommy tonight, I've been wanting to do it every time I've given him head but this time it was actually an accident. My roommate was gone and he came over so we could study together. Which of course leads to us making out, which leads to me going down on him. I'm on my knees on the floor, he's sitting on my bed. Nothing really special about the blowjob, just about like every other blowjob I give him just about every night. I took a break for a few seconds to rest my mouth, at the same time though I'm still rubbing my hands up and down his cock. I usually can tell when he's getting close and it didn't seem like he was but all of a sudden there were two huge loads of cum, one caught my eye the other my nose. It was weird because it wasn't like he totally came, it wasn't like orgasmed, he was still hard. And I went down on him for a few more seconds, and then he pulled out. He pointed the tip at me and exploded all over my forehead, eyes, chin etc. It felt so good to have his hot cum all over me.
I've told him a few times, I wanted him to give me a facial but he still apologized a lot. And it wasn't until I told him for like five minutes that I enjoyed it that he said he wanted to do that everytime from now on.
And there might be pictures in the future, no promises but we talked about to tonight.
Posted on 3/8/2006 5:00:56 PM by Bianca
things are going good
I'm not sure where to start. I'm sorry I haven't been around much. But school has been keeping me busy this semester and when I'm not in class or doing homework I'm usually with Tommy so it's been hard for me to find time to post.
Things are still good with Tommy and I. I really didn't think it would last this long, but now I don't see it ending any time soon. Things are different with him. While there's a lot of lust, there's also a lot more to our relationship. I don't feel like I have to go down on him all the time to keep his attention like I often do with other guys. But that doesn't stop me from going down on him all the time.
And it's not just blowjobs. Last weekend, we had sex for the first time. And it felt good both emotionally and physically.
But this is our first weekend apart. He had to go home for something and I'm stuck here working on a paper for one of my classes.
Other than that not much to tell. No exciting blow job stories. It's been pretty simple behind doors, in the bedroom kind of stuff.
My only complaint, well it really isn't a complaint. But I want him to give me a facial. It's like the only thing we haven't done. It would turn me on so much for him to do that but I don't know what he would think of me.
Posted on 2/25/2006 5:02:17 PM by Bianca
I think I'm happy for once
So, things have calmed down a little since Sunday night. We've fooled around a lot, kissing, making out, feeling but nothing really below the belt. It's kinda weird considering where my mouth was Sunday night. But at the same time I think he settled a lot of tension between us. And maybe I don't have to go down on him every five minutes to keep the relationship going. I'm really happy with him right now. I feel really comfortable with him.
Posted on 2/9/2006 4:01:08 PM by Bianca
Satisfying our urges
So I finally went down on him all the way and it was during the Superbowl. We went to his friend's dorm again to watch the game. I like football but I'm not really a big fan so I was getting pretty bored and pretty much resorted to drinking to keep myself entertained.
It was sometime in the second half when I had a little bit more than a buzz going when I went from rubbing his leg to sneaking my hand into his jeans. Twice he tried to remove my hand but there was no way anyone else at the party could see what was going because of where were seated. He grew very hard in my hands. I whispered that I wanted to taste his cock and I think I changed him. He's been pretty hesitant, laid back as far as sexual things between us. But as soon as I whispered that into his ear, he became the aggressor.
We went into the hallway and he attacked me. Pushed me up against the wall, kissing me, feeling my breasts, feeling between my legs. I felt his cock press up against my waist. He wanted me to go down on him right in the hallway. There was no one around, but we were about five feet away from the open door to his friends dorm room. And I just imagined a timeout being called and everyone from all the rooms rushing to the bathroom.
Instead we went to a stairwell. From past experience I knew it would be a private place, everyone takes the elevators but I didn't waste any time once the stairwell door closed. I dropped to my knees. He undid his pants and I pulled out his rock hard cock. Believe it or not I was a little nervous. But as soon as I had him in my mouth everything felt right. Both emotionally and physically.
It wasn't the best blowjob I've given. It was a little sloppy but it didn't take long for me to make him cum. His cum filled my mouth, and it tasted amazing.
We went back to the part and acted like nothing had happened. Except for now he held me a lot tighter.
Posted on 2/6/2006 4:05:24 PM by Bianca
I still haven't done it
I don't know where to start - so much is going on but at the same time nothing has happened yet. Things have gotten really hot but I haven't gone down on him. We've fooled around a lot - but so far we've kept his cock out of my mouth. And I'm not exactly sure what I'm waiting for. At first I think it was to see if he really liked me. And now that I know he really likes me, I'm not sure what I'm waiting for. I don't know. And I really don't know what else to say about it. We'll just see what happens I guess.
Posted on 2/3/2006 12:02:50 PM by Bianca
A preview of what's to cum
Things have been going pretty much too ways with Tommy.
Even though, I've only known him for a few weeks, it feels like we're getting pretty serious. We're officially boyfriend/girlfriend now. It's been a while since I've been officially dating someone. And I could see myself being with him for a long time.
Physically though things had pretty much calmed down after the attempted blowjob. We had calmed down. We've still been making out or fooling around almost every night but it's been above the waist.
But last night, I couldn't wait anymore. We were in his room, fooling around. Slowly our shirts started to come off, then my bra. A lot of guys no matter how many times they've seen my breasts or touched them act like they've never seen tits before. Not Tommy, I'm not sure how to put it but he acts like he's been there before but at the same time it feels like he's excited to be there. The way nibbles, licks and sucks just felt so good.
At one point, I felt a hand leave my breasts and go to the waist of my jeans. He waited for me to stop him then undid my zipper and slowly slid his fingers between my legs. I've had more than my fair share of guys finger me but this just felt different. It felt really natural, it felt really good. His fingers felt really good rubbing me, going inside of me. And he hit a certain spots that just made me moan.
With his help, I took off his jeans and underwear. It's been a while, since I've given a true handjob, most of the time they start as handjobs but end up as blowjobs, but this time my hands did all the work.
He kept fingering me and is caressed his cock, it got to be pretty intense. Things went into automatic mood and didn't stop until he exploded. And wow, he exploded. There was a lot of cum, all over my stomach and panties. I got a taste of his cum, I licked it off my fingers and hand. It was better tasting than I expected.
And, I think it was just as intense as sex, or any blowjob I've given. I'm hoping tonight is the night when I can finally show him how good of a blowjob I can give.
Posted on 1/28/2006 12:05:44 PM by Bianca
Always keep your phone on ring
Sorry I haven't updated...It's kind of hard when I'm spending so much time with Tommy. Not that it's a bad thing.
Friday night we had a movie night. I really don't remember what movie it was. Wait, I do it was Doodgeball but I don't think we paid any attention to it. We spent most of the movie making out. I came very close to going down on him. We were in bed, I was on top of him. The only thing he had on was his jeans and I could feel him through the denim fabric. I started kissing his neck, then shoulders, chest, stomach. I opened up his jeans and pulled down his boxers.
But then he ruined it. He told me he had condoms in his dresser drawer. I was ready to go down on him but I'm not ready to have sex with him and that kind of ruined my mood. Instead we ended talking for a while before we went to sleep. And he says he understands that I don't want to have sex but I don't know.
Saturday night we got totally wasted together at a party. Of course the alcohol made me really horny and after a few drinks goigng down on him or even having sex with him seemed like a good idea but by the time we got back to my room all I wanted to do was passout.
And this afternoon we were in bed again - just hanging out watching football. I guess I like football but after a while I was bored and just wanted to make out. Well it got pretty intense again. His jeans and boxers end up halfway off. He's so hard, I'm massaging his cock with my hand. And I put him in mouth. He tasted so good. And I was giving him head for about a minute, just really getting into when I heard my door. We had just enough time for him to get his pants back on and pretend like we were watching TV before my roommate unlocked the door and came in.
She had gone home for the weekend and said she wouldn't be back until late Sunday. And it's a good thing me and Tommy we're quick, right behind her was her parents.
Later, she said she had tried calling to warn me but I had turned the ringer off on my cellphone.
So, I guess technically I gave him a blowjob but I'm really looking forward to a time when I can make him cum.
Posted on 1/23/2006 11:02:04 AM by Bianca
The innocence is gone
Before tonight, we've just been kissing and for the most part they've just been short kisses to say hello or good bye or things like that. It's been kind of awkward. Tonight, we definitely stepped it up a notch.
He came over after his evening tonight. I didn't really expect much to happen because my roommate was there but she's so awesome. I didn't even have to say anything, she disappeared as soon as Tommy got there. She even was really slick about it.
I wouldn't say there was any pressure because we were alone but there was a feeling like we had to do something. And it was kind of awkward at first. We were just sitting on my bed, barely talking until he finally kissed me. And at first even our kissing was awkward which is really odd for me.
Things started out slow, sitting up and holding each other and kissing. It was very romantic. Then we laid down next to each other. And things got a lot hotter. He held me close, my legs wrapped around his. His hands massaging my legs, my arms, my side. His hands moved closer and closer to my tits and when I didn't stop him he started to feel them. It was all above the clothes but it's right then that it felt like the relationship lost it's innocence (in a good way). I felt the lust turn on. I felt horny and I was ready for more. But we saved that for another night.
I'm really looking forward to tomorrow night. Or maybe this weekend. I think things are going to happen.
Posted on 1/20/2006 11:02:06 AM by Bianca
First day of classes
Today was the first day of classes and so far besides the obvious reasons it sucks. I have a great scheule on Tuesdays and Thursday all of my classes are in the afternoon so I have the rest of the day free. Tommy has classes early in the morning, has the afternoon free and then has a three hour long evening class. So besides hanging out at dinner, I haven't seen him much today. And now, he's busy doing homework. What teacher gives homework on the first day. It took me about ten minutes to do all of mine tonight. He said, he would call me when he was done with his and that was an hour ago.
Posted on 1/18/2006 11:05:09 AM by Bianca
My favorite blowjob photos/galleries
So, I was reading thru my old comments and was reminded that I was supposed to post some of my favorite blowjob photos/galleries. Here's a few that were in my favorites.
 Here's Cum On Candi. I think we have a lot in common - our love of cock and our love cum. She's more into the cum facials than I am but still I like her pictures a lot.
I'm always coming across galleries from Amateur Facials. Both the guys and girls look like they're having so much fun.

And I wouldn't mind joining in on the fun here.

But I really don't spend too much time looking at porn photos. I'd much rather read a hot erotic story but I don't find too many I like. Most of the time they're from the man's POV and I've read a couple that are really good. But most of the time I run across stories that sound more like a guy bragging to his friends. I'd rather read about it from a women's POV. I love reading about how good a cock feels sliding thru a pair lips. How good a cock tastes. ETC.... I've read a couple really hot stories that were almost as good as giving a blowjob.
If I run across anymore galleries that I really like I'll post them.
Posted on 1/18/2006 11:04:10 AM by Bianca
Answers to Raintheory's Questions
Anyhow, you should post the places you've given head. And also what your favorite bj positions are. Either kneeling. Standing (yes you can suck cock standing up). Sitting on a couch and just leaning forward. 69. Etc.
Beyond the obvious like my bedroom, my house, his house etc...Backseat of a car, passenger seat of the car. Parked in a busy mall parking lot. Parked in a fast food parking lot. school parking lot. college parking lot where I got caught. Inside a half built house. Inside the boy's lockeroom at school. Movie theater more than once. At a swimming pool that wasn't at my house. Outdoors at a public park more than once. Hotel stairway. That's most of them that I can think of right now, at least the interesting places.
I think my favorite blowjob position is on my knees in front of him, either him standing up on or sitting down. The angle usually works really for me and it's pretty comfortable for me. I also like the way it makes me feel like I'm there to pleasure him.
Posted on 1/17/2006 11:03:39 AM by Bianca
More than just a kiss
First - the update on my life. Well, we finally kissed. But it was just a kiss, no making out or anything else but I think it's made me more happy than I've been in a while.
He came over tonight to watch a movie, the movie was really bad. Really boring but his kiss wasn't. At some point we were joking around how bad the movie was than I noticed him looking at me. And when I looked at him he kissed me. It wasn't a long kiss but it was long enough for me to tell he's a good kisser.
We kissed again a couple of times during the movie, than once more when he was leaving for the night. It was a long kiss and enough to turn me on. It gave me something to look forward to.
It's funny that a few small kisses can make me so happy.
Posted on 1/17/2006 11:02:40 AM by Bianca
No blowjob, not even a kiss
We spent almost all of last night together again. We did more than a little bit of drinking again last night. We hung out at his friends dorm, it was more of a get together than a party but it was still a lot of fun. I expected Tommy's friend to be a guy, the way Tommy talked but it was definitely a girl. And at first when I met her I thought she liked Tommy but I was wrong and she turned out to be really cool.
I ended up getting pretty drunk. Drunk enough by the time we left I don't think I would've made it home without him escorting me. I remember wanting to try to find more parties in other dorms but he got me safely to my bed.
When we got back to room, there was a point when he was sitting on my bed, and I was standing in front of him. I had the urge to drop down to me knees, I know he wouldn't stop me but I just felt like it might ruin whatever we have going. I so can't wait to suck his cock but it just doesn't feel right yet.
Two nights ago, we just slept in the same bed which is pretty hard to do because my bed is pretty narrow. But last night, we ended up cuddling with his arms around me. But it was all way too innocent. We had all our clothes on again. His hand rested on my stomach. I remember hoping he would grope me. We didn't even kiss.
So I'm almost one hundred percent sure he likes me. And I'm beginning to like him more and more. But at the same time I feel like we might end up being just friends. Which, definitely wouldn't be acceptable.
Posted on 1/16/2006 11:05:23 AM by Bianca
Kegstands and sorority parties
So last night, I had a little too much to drink. In fact, I think I'm still a little hungover.
Tommy and I went to the sorority party, it was a lot of fun. There was way too many kegs for the amount of people there. I was pretty good at first, drinking pretty slowly as I talked to him and a few other people I knew there. But, then one of the girl's who I'm friends with that's in the sorority invited me and Tommy to play flip cups. She needed someone to complete her team. If you don't know what flip cups is, it's a drinking game, where you have to quickly drink a shot of beer then flip your cup over on to the table and make it stay face down. And it wouldn't have been too bad but our team kept winning so we didn't stop playing for more rounds than I can count.
I wasn't out of control drunk but I did let a guy from one of my classes last semester do a body shot off my stomach. And I did a keg stand and I really didn't care that my tank top was really low cut and a lot of guys probably got a really good view.
Tommy was pretty drunk too, he was slurring his words a lot and I couldn't stop laughing about it.
At some point, we left the party and stumbled back to our dorm. He came back to my room with me. I thought I was in luck, my roommate wasn't there and we climbed into my bed. But before anything could happen, I was asleep.
I woke up and felt him next to me, but I was kind of disappointed all of my clothes were still on. I was too hungover to do anything when I woke up. And my roommate was sleeping across the room anyways.
I slept most of the day away, but he just stopped by earlier. A friend of his is having a dorm party tonight. Maybe, my luck will change.
Posted on 1/15/2006 11:02:24 AM by Bianca
So far so good - I think.
So we spent a good part of the day together but nothing happened. There were a few times when he could've kissed me but didn't make the move. After I showed him campus, and we ate dinner, we went back to my room and watched a movie. My roommate was gone but nothing happened.
I think he likes me - he flirts with me a lot and makes me think he likes me but I'm not sure. And I don't know what is it about him but he makes me so nervous. Normally, I'd just ask a guy if he likes me. Or I might just go down on him.
So, I'm thinking he's either hiding something from me like he has a girlfriend. Or he's going to turn out to be something very special. I know I just met him but I could see myself getting serious with him.
We'll see what happens I guess, tomorrow night I'm going to a sorority party and I'm taking him with me.
Posted on 1/13/2006 11:03:55 AM by Bianca
A new guy
I'm back at school. And so far things are great. Literally within an hour of being back I meet a guy. I'm walking thru the lobby of my dorm to get my mail and there he is. We smiled at each other, and he introduced himself to me.
We ended up talking for a while - I basically found out his whole lifestory - he just graduated from a community college so he's a couple years older than me but not like the age difference between me and Al. And he seems to be really into his classes. But at the same time - he wanted to know about the night life. He seems really good to me and it doesn't hurt that he's really cute.
I don't want to jinx it but I think my chances are pretty good. Since, he's a transfer student from a communinty college and knows only a few people on campus. Tonight, I ended up eating dinner with him and tomorrow I'm showing him around campus. I just have a really good feeling about him.
Posted on 1/12/2006 11:32:49 AM by Bianca
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